February 2012
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The truth has finally slapped me across the face.
How could I have been so foolish to make myself believe something that was never there to begin with after all this time? It was all a lie I made myself believe… just like the last time. You know, I swore to myself that I wouldn’t let that happen again but everything seemed so real, so close to actually happening that I guess I couldn’t resist from building into the fantasy.
It...
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dripdr0px:
You are such a loser, Maria.
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I can’t imagine either of us with anyone but each other.
But as much as I want you I know I can’t make you as happy as you deserve to be, which is why I’m content with just having you in my life - even if we have to pretend that nothing is going on when people are nearby.
Please don’t forget about me; my biggest fear is you forgetting who I am 5 years from now.
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I am so disgusted with myself.
My eating habits have gone haywire and I’m afraid that it is getting to a point where I am unable to control it any longer. I no longer eat anything healthy anymore - all I eat is unhealthy fast food and the number of times I eat a day has increased. I have to find the time to begin working out again and I have to get back into my healthy eating routine. Because if I don’t I’ll...
You, you, you.
Thoughts of you are accompanying me on this lonely night, tonight.
You, you, you.
Always, you.
I am finding it difficult to determine if these thoughts are generating me to feel more lonely. Because after all, the only things I will ever be able to dwell upon in relation to you are these thoughts and the memories of our friendship; there will never be more you in my future.
but god do I...
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Sometimes it's better not to know.
As if what I got on my Biology exam is ever going to be acceptable. Sometimes I wonder why I even try.